So I came off my pill on Saturday because my husband and I have decided we'd like another child. DS 1 is now 2 years old, we've always said we wanted 2 and still do.
We've agreed that trying now would hopefully (if we're lucky enough) give us a nice age gap and that we don't want to wait much longer.
But I'm scared. I had a horrible birth with my son and i don't enjoy pregnancy, especially early pregnancy.
I feel so different going into ttc this time compared to with my son (I had very early miscarriages either side of him too). I was full of so much excitement ttc the first time, and this time I feel excited, but also scared, and anxious.
Is this 'normal'? Did anyone else/does anyone else feel like this? I know it sounds really stupid but I can't wrap my head around the fact that I could be pregnant again soon, even though I want another child!