Had a pelvic exam (as ttc one year with no luck) which has showed a ‘likely cyst which is likely to resolve’ (surgery text message) but they have booked another scan. Thing is i have a sharp stabbing pains there which come and go which have been there for a year in fact I thought it was my appendix but just ignored it. So i don’t think it is going anywhere. I have very regular but painful very heavy long periods. Doctor will call in two weeks until then I am worried sick about things like cancer or it rupturing. It feels like it'll pop with the pulsating stabbing pains. It feels like it is the final straw after having tried everything with ttc and I am just letting go of my dream now which is really tough in itself but now am more worried about having cancer and kicking myself for ignoring this pain! I wish I had someone to see but my family is all sick with something viral and so am I. I have lost my voice from it so can’t even call anyone not that I think anyone will understand. Guess I just want someone to tell me it will be okay. I don’t know how i will get through these next two weeks. I haven’t told DP yet as he will worry and has a risky job so I don’t want him to risk anything.