Obsessively testing. HELP!!!

[blueberry23]

I am 4 weeks pregnant and found out 4 days ago.
I've had several early miscarriages - so I know that a positive test and line progression doesn't mean the pregnancy will necessarily stick - but I'm becoming obsessive.

I'm using cheapies with every wee 😫. FRERs once a day.

Lines progessing lovely. Doesn't ease my anxiety so what's the point? But I can't stop.

Every miscarriage I've always bled, so I'd like to hope I won't have a MMC. No bleeding so far, but also ZERO symptoms I don't feel pregnant at all.

Im just a wreck. I can't focus. Please give me some words of wisdom. Do these lines look ok to you? Perhaps now is a good time to just stop. But I seem uncontrollable when it comes to peeing on sticks!!

Sorry I meant to post this on the pregnancy board.

Spent so long on the conception boards I can't get used to the change.

Hi, congratulations on your BFP and I am sorry to hear of your miscarriages. I totally understand why you are feeling how you are, as I have also experienced miscarriages but you hear so so many stories of numerous miscarriages then people going on to have perfect healthy babies - stay positive your time could just be here.

The lines look perfect to me, and if peeing on the sticks daily makes you feel better - I say go for it if that will ease your mind 😊 you aren’t hurting anyone! Don’t worry too much about symptoms, some people don’t get any at all and each pregnancy is different so try not to compare.

Wishing you so much luck that this is your time xx

Thank you @TTCBaby12022 for your kind words ❤️

I think testing is making me a bit crazy. I'd love to just be able to relax in to this and start enjoying it. Not sure why I find that impossible!