BFP extremely anxious

[GingerbreadTM]

Hi everyone, some of you may recognise my name as I have filtered on off here since July last year.
I got BFP on Thursday evening 2-3 weeks on a clear blue, the happiness and excitement was of the scale as expected when we lost a baby last year at 5/6 weeks.

I suppose the point of starting this thread is to express that I am now riddled with anxiety that we will have another miscarriage.
From Monday I was feeling light headed, emotional (crying at anything and everything), crampy/twinges and then the nausea hit with a bang from I got out of bed until I got back into bed that night.

This morning I have slight nausea, boobs are fine and a bit crampy - am I losing my mind thinking the worst and ruining the good news or should I actually be worried.

I got a BFP last July and it was 1-2 weeks with a loss exactly a week later and this time BFP 2-3 weeks. Both tests were taken when I was 2 days late for AF.

I suppose I'm just looking to offload - I hope everyone is doing well and thanks for taking the time to read my silly post 💜xx

Fingers crossed for you @GingerbreadTM. I can totally relate having had two early losses since TTC first baby. Got pg again and found the first weeks incredibly hard checking for signs of MC/MMC all the time, also had some bleeding episodes thinking each time we lost it. Nearly 20 weeks now and just starting to believe this might be it, getting little baby flutters. If it’s any comfort my symptoms came and went during the first few weeks and nausea didn’t hit properly until week 7. X

@SiberFox congratulations, and you're half way there 🥰
Honestly I thought I'd enjoy every moment but every twinge is making my heart skip a beat and my stomach sinks a little!
It's comforting to hear your symptoms came and went, isn't it mad you wish for all the symptoms to actually feel ok 🙈
I hope you've had a pleasant pregnancy so far and the rest of it is an enjoyable experience.

Thank you for your reply xx

Congrats! Fingers crossed for you, sorry you had a loss before but that doesn’t mean to say it will ever happen to you again. Try to focus on the positives, you’re 2-3 weeks which is more likely almost 6 weeks already. You could go for a reassurance early scan next week if that would make you feel better? 🥰

Thank you @GingerbreadTM and yes I craved and resented the nausea at the same time for weeks, soon you might have to remind yourself that you wanted it in the first place x :)

Thank you for your comforting words 💜 I'm more settled today thank goodness. The other half is being a sweetheart and I can sense his excitement today 🥰

An early scan is definitely something we are going to do no matter the cost, just to put our minds at ease ☺️xx