Hi Girls,
Im just laying in bed at 0240 AM after my late shift looking at what I'm sure is a faint BFP pregnancy test, and feeling all kinds of emotions. I had no symptoms, just a strange gut feeling.
Im 31, Single, work full time, but have been desperate for a family for my whole adult life. Since getting out of a difficult marriage, Ive found relationships hard, but have got to a place where I'm financially stable enough to chase my dreams and raise a baby alone. A good friend agreed to be a donor. He will be interested to get to know the baby, but wants no part or responsibility in its upbringing as he has a crazy life working away on yachts and doesnt want to settle down. Which is absolutely fair.
10 days after an akward encounter with a syringe and cup, here I am. Excited, but suddenly very scared.
I know there is a fair chance it wont stick, but just wondering if anyone else was in a similar state of shock (I guess thats the best word!) with a new faint positive and wanted to be buddies. X