I don't know what I'm looking for really. I'm feeling really down this month. I'm cd 41 and I don't think I've ovulated yet. I've had irregular cycles since a loss last October. They've been doing all sorts, some cycles long and every cycle I've started spotting about a week before my period is due. I thought i was on top of it and had 3 normal length cycles ranging from 28-30 days so this cycle I was prepared with ovulation tests thinking I might be getting back on track. I started using opks from cd 12 and nothing happened at all. I finally started seeing potential on cd 29 and reached a peak on cd 30 - my premom app registered it at 0.8 which I know isn't positive but its the highest I've seen in months and I had ewcm too so I was hopeful (I recorded it as positive on my fertility friend app but probably should delete it). Temps haven't really shown a change. I've attached my chart for reference and I'm really just at a loss now as I'm cd 41 and I don't think I've ovulated at all. I'm out of opks and really don't want to get any more at this stage as I've just done so many. I have put on weight since my loss and having my 1st daughter 15 months ago so worried that's affecting my ovulation. I'm trying to be more active and eat healthier but I'm stuck as I don't drive and we live in the middle of nowhere so I'm limited where I can go and what I can do. We live on a farm so walk around the lanes every day but that's it. I really don't know what to do now and am so disheartened. Has anyone been in similar circumstances or just have some uplifting words?
I should add I've had some blood tests done and it's not picking up anything significant. I had slightly low b12 so got supplements which I was taking but it just made my pee bright yellow which I read can be an issue if you have too much so stopped as I'm not even sure I'm absorbing it properly.
Thanks for reading. I know it's just a rambling mess but i wanted to get out my feelings ❤️