So…
I have a 2 year old son and we are not actively ttc. The topic of when to try for another baby has been the topic of coversation a few times in the last few months but dh can’t decide how he feels about it and keeps making it further away any time we discuss it.
This month I experienced a lot of the same symptoms I had in my early pregnancy with ds. I have been through a rollercoaster of emotions but today AF arrived and I am so upset and disappointed. I didn’t tell dh about the symptoms etc as didn’t want to make a deal of it until I knew what was happening.
The point of this is to ask if anyone else has experienced this wave of upset and emotion even though they aren’t actively trying? Is it just due to the fact that I was thinking about it or is this a sign that I really want it now?
I feel so stupid for being so upset about something that wasn’t even real and we are not planting anyway.