hello
me and my DH have been TTC since September 2020.
I have tested positive for covid for the first time too recently YAY
I am also on my period - ish. covid seems to be affecting my cycle?
I'm on day 33 and I've barely had a teaspoon of blood and it only comes out when I pee and not much of its own accord - sorry TMI
I have tested for pregnancy three times so that's out.
My gynaecology appointment has finally come through - I have been referred possibly due to bleeding in between periods? i think that's what the GP put it down as... I don't get it much but I'm not sure what she put it down as basically just to get me through the criteria.
I have been to the GP a few times - I just don't understand why we can't conceive a second time. my first and only pregnancy resulted in my little girl and i had a fairly straight forward vaginal birth.
I have been tracking cycles and now have been using a clearblue fertility monitor for a while after trying other ovulation test strips.
We are DTD definitely around the time of ovulation or on the day or day before - probably having sex 4 times a month in the week window or something.
Im fed up of living life in a 2 week window waiting to test or waiting for my period.
I wanted a 2 year age gap between my children and shes already surpassed three.
It beats me up inside and makes me very emotional. I have saved everything from my first pregnancy and have a spare room crammed and loft. Its so hard and i feel inferior.
I haven't changed much - I'm 30 and don't drink or smoke. My only problem is my BMI is too high at 35. but its always been high.
Im worried i have fibroids or PCOS or something. surely somethings wrong.
I have regular periods and i do ovulate.
Im just at a loss and I'm not sure how much longer this will carry on. I just want to know when. just when it will happen for me.
Its just consuming me sadly.
Ive had blood tests at different times in my cycle which were fine. Im also hoping they find something at my gynaecology appointment - I'm going for an ultrasound and internal exam. just so i know a reason.