Been TTC No.1 for about 13 months, plus maybe 4-5 other months where we weren't careful but not necessarily DTD at the right time/regularly. Paid privately to go and have a fertility MOT. Transvaginal scan all good and I'm ovulating/regular cycles etc. Tomorrow we have an appointment with the consultant to get the outcome of DH SA and my AMH blood test. No reason to think there will be a problem with my AMH based on family history but worried about DH's SA as he had a condition which we know can result in a 4% increased risk of sperm problems (so 10% in total, compared to the general population). I know a 10% chance isn't a lot but I have worried about this a lot for a very long time, was convinced we would be infertile years before we started trying and now I'm putting 2+2 together given the time it's taken and not a whiff of a BFP and feel I'm sure we will get bad news tomorrow. Not necessarily looking for advice but just a bit of a hand hold really, some positive thinking about the outcome. I keep telling myself it's better to know than this uncertainty and anxiety but I've been so anxious about this for so long that it's really scary to think tomorrow it might be confirmed.