Totally irrational post, but just wanted to vent. Ive been pregnant 3 times, but only have my daughter. She was my 1st pregnancy, and it was perfect. My 2nd pregnancy was a chemical, i started bleeding 5 hours after my positive pregnancy test. My 3rd (the month after my chemical), sadly ended at 30 weeks when my son was stillborn. Its all very raw, as it only happened in November. All 3 pregnancies I've fallen pregnant straight away. So here i am, i had my first period since losing my son last month, then started trying for a baby. Sex every day, i definitely didnt miss ovulation. Yet my period started, on cycle day 26. Im devastated. I was sure i was going to get pregnant again.
Give my some hope! I know most people will think its too soon, i need time to process what happened. But i truly dont think i will ever be over it, or ready. I feel dead on the inside and the only things keeping me going is the thought of trying again (and my daughter).