Hi everyone! My first post here.
My husband and I have been TTC for a couple of months.
I had a little boy born sleeping in June when I was 33 weeks pregnant (my first child). We sadly had to have a TFMR as he'd had a stroke that completely destroyed his brain 😔. He was a much wanted baby. We found out about fluid on his brain at 27 weeks and spent the time researching and having lots of further tests done, during which his brain sadly kept deteriorating at each appointment 💙. We were eventually told he'd never walk, talk, feed independently and would continue having strokes and seizures once born, one of which would eventually sadly take his life. He was the most beautiful little baby when he was born, and although we miss him immensely, I'm glad he's not in pain.
It was determined there was no reason for the stroke and sadly just 'one of those things'. So we decided to start TTC because we so desperately want a living baby here. I took two tests this morning (my cycles are a bit whacky since giving birth, but I think I'm due on Monday/Tuesday).
I did the Sainsbury's test first and thought I saw a faint line, so did an frer where I also thought I saw a line. My husband can see them too, but I'm terrified we're getting our hopes up for nothing. After losing our little boy, I think we're just desperate and I'm scared we're clutching at straws.
I've tried to get the best pictures I can, can anyone else see them?