Thought i just needed a space to vent since this is another heartbreaking cycle. Period came on time... been trying ever since i miscarried early of this year, and that was my first pregnancy too after about a year trying. I found it is so hard to deal with pregnancy announcement around me while me here whom trying hard each month, but none leading to bfp atm. Activating my long deactivated social media isnt really a good move and regretting it a little. Always telling myself to take it easy, just following the flow of this life....but ended up in silence heartbreak everytime period is visiting. 💔 not even sure if it's gonna happen for me, again. Perhaps i didnt talk enough to God. I dont know what to do anymore... and not expecting anything through this confession too. Just needed to vent like really.. prayers for all those who are in this battle@journey trying to conceive too. You all are really strong women.