Going mad- anyone the same

[Ladea2013]

Hi,
I had a mmc last year at 7w. Was hard for me as I saw a heartbeat previously after some bleeding. This year I had a miscarriage/chemical pregnancy. Again we were devastated. We have been ttc since but trying to take it easy- I had a high pressure job with a lot of stress etc. I now have a new one which is much better but it's been a long time coming - my life was the same for 7 years!
The last few months my diet is on point, I don't drink, haven't smoked etc etc. Today was so odd. I am about 6/7 dpo and had jelly like CM with a tinge of blood (sorry TMI) now I have a constant pressure in my lower abdomen and the constant need to wee. I had the pressure when I was preg back in 2020. But maybe I'm going mad- obviously too early to test and my OH thinks I am mental 🤣🤣 I was just wondering if anyone is similar and needing /wanting support. Whilst I love my OH dearly I sometimes feel so alone!

@Ladea2013 hey, sorry to hear about your losses. I had a chemical pregnancy this year too and am currently 6dpo. I also have pressure and a some twinges in my lower abdomen and feel like I need to wee a lot! It's drives me nuts, like why is the tww so hard!!!

@Ckhwm sorry to hear about yours too and I am glad its not just me ! Every month I think maybe I am pregnant 🤔🤣 but atm I just feel different. I never bleed between periods but the logical side of me thinks 'maybe it's this reason' because I never want to give myself false hope ! Since my chemical pregnancy my cycle is about 24/25 days - its always been like clockwork 28 days before. I'm due around the 20th, still a while yet! How about you ? The tww is horrible. I've had everything before from breast pain to nausea and still bfn! Atm it feels like on socials and everyone I know is pg which whilst I am happy for those concerned it makes me so jealous! Keeping everything crossed for us both xx

How are you holding up?

I'm still just waiting, no AF yet and trying to hold off testing! Still some little cramps, fatigue and some heartburn, but that's pretty common for me.

@Ckhw... hang in there. I know how frustrating the wait is.

I am 14 dpo and feeling both desperate to test and reluctant for fear of disappointment. I have one dc and this is first month ttc number two. (Can’t help feeling going for a second is too greedy!)
I had similar thing to you @Ladea2013, with the mucus around 7 dpo. Last time I had that was when I fell pregnant with my dc. Also had definite breast tenderness last week, so I spent last week feeling sure I was pregnant but tenderness has disappeared now so wondering if it was a ‘chemical’? (Or my imagination!)

@Ladea2013 it's been 6 days since you posted. How are you keeping? Have you tested? Wining I hope. 🌻

@Ckhw the days have gone quite a bit. How do you feel?

Hope you don't mind me going ing going mad win this tww already only on 4dpo and already loosing my mind hope your all well

Updates? How is it going ladies?