My camera quality is very poor but please could you have a look

[Awarethebear]

I posted two days ago with another test, I've just done this one, please could you tell me whether you see a line or not? Thanks so much.

I see it!!

I think so x

Yes

Thankyou so much you girls your replies mean so much.

@Awarethebear have you done another test today?? Xx

I haven't yet I'm waiting for one to be delivered from eBay it should come today x

@Awarethebear
I see it but my camera goes like that if I'm to close to the object so try taking ur phone bck abit

Thanks @Babyghirl I'll try that when I've taken my next test x

Good morning, after the excitement of this test and you guys saying you could see the line I started bleeding yesterday, started as pink discharge that my husband noticed during sex. It quickly progressed onto heavy bleeding with small clots, I am used to miscarriages but this time I was hopeful I would actually have a baby at the end of this pregnancy, I was so happy and feeling very blessed, I feel useless in the baby making department it's like I can conceive easily but my body won't do its job it feels as though my womb is ready for the scrap heap. My husband bought me some roses and held my hand and gave sympathetic looks on que, I can't fault him for being supportive but I can tell he wasn't really bothered like he was the last time this happened. He was just relieved I could see that and I feel very alone, nobody knows this time so there is nobody to offload on to, that's why I love Mumsnet.

I have just taken another test and the line is bearly visible already, I feel like a failure as a woman and I have to admit to someone that I am gutted about this.

I know it was hardly anything but it could have grown into a baby, I can't help but feel robbed and sad about that.

I am so sorry, don’t give up hope though x

@Awarethebear I've recently mis carried too. I was only 2 weeks gone, I knew literally for a Day that we were expecting, and then started bleeding the same evening. It's horrible.

Same as you, I have a supportive partner but men sometimes just don't know what to say. That's why I love coming on here to vent!! I'm sending you massive hugs and really hope you get the beautiful baby you deserve 💖

@Welshgirl1991 I'm sorry to hear you went through that, it really is horrible isn't it I've bled all day today and my boobs are sore and I just feel so sorry for myself, when was your miscarriage? I had one not long ago either but this time it's more painful and because I got my hopes up I feel like a fool tbh. I think my mental health isn't doing well because I keep thinking things like why should you be pregnant you don't deserve it and did you really expect your haggered womb to produce a baby and because I had an abortion in the past I don't deserve to swan around happily pregnant. I know I sound crazy but I want to get my thoughts out and obviously couldn't admit half of this to anyone in real life.

So sorry to hear this ❤

I'm really sorry for your loss @Awarethebear. You're certainly not a failure as a woman. Don't ever think of you on that way again!
I liked the way my OB-GYN explained it to me. Getting pregnant is a small miracle as so many things can go wrong on the way. So many possible chromosome irregularities that won't develop in a healthy embryo. While some women try for a long time until it's 'right', some women just seem to get pregnant a lot easier. But that also means that ot takes longer for the body to notice that it's not viable, that's why it won't develop further. It was just not 'right' in lack of a better term.
Take care of yourself! Vent along. Treat yourself but don't blame yourself or your body for it. ❤️