This is a strange one but has anyone else ever felt like this?
I just have this overwhelming fear that I'm never going to have a child, I had a termination about 10 years ago with an abusive partner, I regret this a lot but I also know I did the right thing at the time. Fast forward I had a miscarriage in May with my partner when we had been trying, we've tried since then too and failed now having 3 cycles since. I'm currently on my window and my partner is having difficulty down there, he's putting it down to stress but it's NEVER happened before. I automatically assumed it's because of me, he said it's because he feels under pressure but he really wants a baby and feels like he's failed me. I'm so upset but also just feel like the universe keeps telling me it's not going to happen, I just get a weird feeling all the time I can't imagine being pregnant, giving birth and being a mum even though it's what I really want! I'm so confused!