Second chemical in 3 months :(

[MamatoEsme]

I'm 4 days late for my period. I didn't track or test this cycle, but based on how long my cycles normally are, I'm 4 days late. I had sex on 15th May and on 30th May, with ovulation predicted on the 19th May. As my app reminded me I'm late, I tested. I got a vvvvvf line. This is what happened last time and it was chemical. Vvvvvf late lines that progressed slowly and then nothing. Feel so bummed out. TTC for a year now! Anyone else have multiple chemicals?

@MamatoEsme so sorry to hear about your loss! But so far your AF hasn't shown up yet right?
Do you track your ovulation? Could it be that you ovulated later and the reason for the faint test is that you're still very early?

@Bundaberg84 I didn't track this cycle, but seeing as I only had sex twice, it really limits my options! The very earliest I could be is 7dpo and latest is 18dpo. Neither one seams to fit with the tests and honestly, just feels the same as the chemical from march, I didn't even get my period after that until my second missed period, so I didn't even know it was a chemical!

@MamatoEsme sperm can survive up to 5 days so you could also be 13dpo. But I know how you're feeling. I had a chemical back in February as well, got a BFP again this month and it's just not that innocent happy feeling that it was initially right? Because you know what could go wrong. I still got my fingers crossed for you 🤞

@Bundaberg84 Thanks for commenting again. Just feel so completely overwhelmed with this whole TTC business. I know it is now a waiting game, but in March I was so excited to be pregnant and it just all went wrong and now I am so worried about it all. I hate that we can't be happy for something we both really want! It should be exciting, not terrifying.