Anyone have one, two or three of these things going on and want to join me in the journey?
I am turning 37 this week. I have a lovely DD who is 18 months next week. I had a missed miscarriage last month at 11 weeks (just when you start to think about relaxing!) and when they ultrasound scanned me they found a mass in my womb. Spent two weeks worrying about cancer whilst getting over the MMC and recently found out that they didn't see the mass on the MRI just adenomyosis which I had never heard of. Turns out it's similar to endometriosis and affects fertility. There is no cure, it's progressive and treatment is the mirena coil and then a hysterectomy!
The hospital said I was good to TTC after my first period but I dont feel like I have a month to waste so just getting it on as much as hubby will agree to.
I don't even know if I am ovulating yet since I am still getting very faint positives on tests.
I feel guilty for even trying since my baby is still a baby to me and is so wonderful and I should be happy with my lot but the loss of hope when my scan just showed an empty womb really highlighted how much I want number two. Also I am getting a bit old to be dragged up the slide 15 times an hour so trying to make a playmate for DD!
Oh and I have a High BMI too!
This is going to be a fun journey!