Hi ladies, so I know there’s not much point to this post bit I’m just feeling so down atm and needed some friendly words of encouragement.
I’ve been ttc for the last 3 months with my husband and I know it’s not likely to become pregnant I’m such a short space of time trying (unless your super lucky) but o really hoped and thought maybe I would be a lucky one.
My last AF started on the 22nd of March and I didn’t ovulate after this until around the 27th of April at least i thought I did as I had the egg white discharge etc. (I don’t know what’s going on with my cycles they used to be so regular until I started ttc)
Anyway i still haven’t had a period and I’ve taken a test yesterday and today and both BFN
I sat and cried this morning. My little boy is 3 almost 4 and has been asking for a sibling for so long I feel like I’m letting him down.
To top it off my mum keeps telling me that I don’t want to leave him as a only child as she was a only child and it was so lonely etc. Which is making me feel even more guilty.
Gosh I’m sat here typing this and crying my eyes out. I don’t know what’s going on I really did think I was pregnant this time. I’ve had nausea on and off, I’ve had cramps since literally a week after I thought I ovulated. Sore boobs. Today I can’t stand the smell of the foods I usually love and I can’t eat them because I feel so sick. And still I get a massive very obvious BFN
I’ve use clear blue and first response. Nothing, still not even a glimpse of my period since mid/end March.
:( thanks for listening ladies. Hope some of you can cheer me up or give me some hope.
One Sad mumma xx