Bfp someone ease my anxiety

[Halli2020]

A few days ago I got a bfp which makes me 4 weeks 5 days. A couple of days ago I had some pink spotting and cramps which have now eased down. I get the occasional cramping on both sides of my ovaries. I’m just very nervous because in October I had surgery at 8 weeks for an ectopic, then in January had pregnancy of unknown location where my hcg crept up slowly. I’m very nervous. Myself and partner want this so badly. I’m constantly going to the toilet checking for blood, I have mild cramping, my skin feels hot to touch, sore boobs and nausea. My pregnancy tests have gotten quite a bit darker so I know my levels are rising. I just need someone to help ease my anxiety. I know it’s very early and anything can happen still. I am prepared for the worst as sad as it sounds, mainly to protect my heart as I’m still not mentally over the other two losses! I just hope this one will be ok

Hey guys, please can you help me!

Is there another line on this test or am I going mad!!
Please please help!!!! Thanking you allll xx

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@Halli2020 big big hugs to you!!! First of all congratulations!!! Let's hope this is a sticky baby!! I am sorry about your losses, I can relate to the anxiety as I am in your shoes with two losses. Seeing blood when I shouldn't be freaks me out and even if I will get a positive test, the anxiety kicks in cause I know I lost two. But all we can really do is try to remain calm and positive that this is the one!!
I wouldn't worry about a week bit of spotting.i was told it's quite normal. Especially in the first trimester.
Seriously, wishing you luck!!! This is the right place to come for support

@VixFromThe6ix thank you for your comment!! I keep putting off going to the early pregnancy unit because it’s filled with such bad memories, and I’ve had two losses in the space of 6 months. I know I need to pull myself together and make that call!

@Halli2020 I hear you and I feel you. The thought of another ultrasound is giving me an axiety attack, but we gotta have a tunnel vision with what we are hoping to achieve...even if that means putting aside out fears. You can do it, babe!!! Go to the clinic, take your blood test, schedule for your ultrasound. When all is said and done it will make you feel so much better .... Keep us updated 💓

Hi @Halli2020 ! I didn't have spotting at the start but did have quite a bit of cramping. I think it could be just the whole process. Unless it gets heavier or doesn't stop after a few days try not to worry x

@Rmd123 thankyou. It wasn’t so much spotting but more pink discharge when wiping. It’s stopped now though. I assume it’s maybe implantation (hopefully) :)

No problem! I don't think it would be implantation as that happens between 6-12DPO. I'm in a group with women who are all different stages of pregnancy and some of them get spotting every month around when their period is due! If it's gone now and the cramping has eased I would worry. If it starts again give your GP a call and they might be able to check it. Sore boobs and nausea are good symptoms!