Got my BFP but terrified of another early miscarriage or chemical

[tuesday2am]

Hi guys,

Wondering if anyone can reassure me. I got my BFP two days ago at 10dpo. It was a strong positive on a FRER. Today I tested again and the line is much fainter... but I didn't even really need to pee when I tested, but did manage to get enough to do the test - could that be the reason for it being faint or am I in for yet another chemical or early miscarriage? (I've had one of each while trying to conceive this baby, DC2).

I know it was silly to test when I didn't even need to pee, especially since it was my last test in the house! I guess I was just feeling anxious and wanted to see if there was line progression.

I've been spotting since 10dpo when I did the test - I put it down to possible implantation but wasn't sure if I'd get such a strong positive if that was the case? I'm still spotting - hardly anything at all, a bit of brown/pinky blood when I wipe but that's about it. This is just how my last pregnancy losses started out so I'm always worried.

Thanks for any advice. x

Anybody? 😢

I bled at 6 weeks with dc1 and it took me a few weeks to accept he was going to be okay and feared for the worst. Hes 7 now.
The year before dd was conceived i had 8 chemicals in as many months so when i got pregnant with her a year later i was very detached from her and the pregnancy. I didnt relax until 24 weeks and start to bond with her as such. Its hard, i didnt announce i was pregnant or let family tell anyone for so long and i was told i was ruining it for everyone else🙄 its hard and i cant offer any advise except it will get better. Talking to people helps, have private scans if you need them. I tested every other day for months until i was satisfied with dd. Hugs and congratulations x

@Calmyertits Thank you so much for replying. I’m so sorry you had so many chemicals and it affected your bond with DD when pregnant. I feel even though I’ve got a BFP, I can’t enjoy that feeling at all now - it’s just worry and the thought that it will end soon. This baby is so desperately wanted. Just hoping so much that it’s a healthy pregnancy.

Thanks again xx