Sorry. But need a place to rant! I'm so pissed off! TTC is just SHIT!
We're on cycle 7 (which I know is not ridiculous) it seems like we've been trying for an eternity!
I have two gorgeous boys! (Super lucky) first one took a while to conceive with a miscarriage. Second one was a surprise. And I guess I came into it this time round assuming it would be quick and easy!
Sex is now a chore. My whole life is "waiting for the next bit" I would take a break from it all. But I'm 37 this year. And the age gap is getting bigger.
I'm sure my hormone levels are a little off... I get spotting, gaining weight, low BBT... I'm pretty sure I ovulate, although with my low bbt, it's often questionable! But the gp isn't super keen on doing anything because of bloody covid!!
And I'm just fed up! 7dpo and I've started spotting... as usual! So I'm out! Now I have another week to wait for AF to show! ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
And all around me everyone else is just "falling" pregnant!! I know my body can do it!! So COME ON!!!!
Thank you for listening!!
Feel free to join me in a rant!