So a few of the ladies on this may already know my story as I have been on here for some time. But for those of u that don't I will fill u in. Myself and my partner have been trying for a long time and I mean a loooonnnnggg time years and years we have managed to get pregnant 5 times in 6years all resulted in miscarriage but each time seems to take that little bit longer to concieve so after the last one in January last year we felt it was time to give my body and rest and if it happens it happens.but as woman can we really do that 🤦♀️it was always there in the back of my head until we got to September the due date came around and I still wasn't pregnant I wasn't having a good time mentally and was living month to month on the hope it would finally just happen again....my head finally accepted it just wasn't going to happen to us and I started to pick myself back up and live for myself for the first time in years...fast forward to a few days ago and I have been feeling very sick and icky told myself nope no test you will just put urself right back into that disappointment stage so a few days later I finalllyyy caved and lo and behold I think we have fainter !!! Someone may need to come scrap me off my bathroom floor 😂 almost 15months hoping for a wee sticky bean this time 🤞