The cycle goes:
- Getting your period and breaking down
- Convincing yourself you aren't bothered this cycle and that you are relaxing because you can't bare the heart break again
- Reaching ovulation and making sure you have sex, worrying if you won't be able do it as much as you should have
- Trying to ignore the urge to symptom spot/trying to ignore the urge to read about your symptoms on these forums
- Constantly worrying you're going to get pms symptoms at any time
- Getting pms symptoms but SOME HOW managing to convince yourself this could be the month
- Saying you'll wait for af - then testing and getting a bfn
- STILL convincing yourself it's just too early, researching late bfp's
- Telling yourself it's fine, af is going to come but it's ok.
10. AF is here. Break down and repeat ♻️
It's absolutely soul destroying and draining. If anyone else can relate just know you aren't alone because this is me every single month without fail. 😞 xxx