I'm tentatively - very tentatively - dipping a toe back onto this board. I had a mmc last month. I've been like a yo-yo deciding whether or not to try again. I have two daughters and this was my first miscarriage. Always wanted a third child but I'm so riddled with anxiety about it all going wrong again I'm flitting between no way to what if?
This pregnancy was short but filled with worry. I had a huge subchorionic haematoma discovered at 6 weeks along with a lovely heartbeat. A week later it had stopped. I'm 32, dh is 40.
Anyway I've now finished my first period and I've decided that I'm "not not trying". Anyone else "not not trying" too? I'm going for if it happens great, if not, well I'm very blessed already.
Currently cd 10/11 but not getting hung up with details.