I'm having one of those nights where infertility is really playing on my mind! My average cycle length is 28 days - everything seems textbook yet here we are, 2 years and 4 months in and we have never had a BFP! We're on cycle 3 of letrozole but I'm not hopeful it will do anything as I was ovulating on my own anyway. It sucks! We booked our wedding at the end of 2019 for 2022 thinking we'd be able to have a baby inbetween but nope. And as time ticks on I have visions of us having unsuccessful funded rounds of IVF and then needing to go private and therefore cancel the wedding as we couldn't afford both - I know I'm skipping forward there, my rational mind knows that but I can't help it!
I don't know why I'm feeling so negative on dlcycle day 19. I've still got a week to go and I usually don't feel down until a few days before I'm due on.
Arghhhh! Actually feel like screaming into my pillow!!!
Just needed to vent!!! 🥺