Pretty much that. I had a mc in January 2019 at about 5.5 weeks. Been trying ever since and I had a laparoscopy two months ago to remove a 7cm endometriosis cyst and small pockets of endometriosis at the back of my womb.
I've felt rough the last couple of days and today I woke up with a lump in my throat which oddly make me think to test. I've spent the last few days analysing every twinge for implantation and now I'm analysing every twinge thinking the worst 😕 I took the cheapie one first and it came up within the time, so I used the clear blue and got the cross and thought the FRER would definitely confirm, which it has. DH is at work at the moment so I can't even let him know yet!
I'm 10dpo today, according to one app af is due tomorrow and the other app puts af date as Sunday...
I don't want us to tell anyone else due to my previous mc, but that may be hard to say no to alcohol over Christmas, especially as I turn 40 at the end of the month and I'm certainly not drinking so we'll have to tell close family 🤦♀️