Tired of waiting

[mondray]

I guess I am just ranting, but I don't know what else to do.

We have been trying for number 2 since February this year with nothing to show for it other than a CP in June.

I know so many people have been trying for a lot longer, but it doesn't make it any easier.

I keep symptom spotting and convincing myself I'm pregnant almost every month. I don't know how to stop either.

My husband is tired of me talking about it and thinks that it will happen if I just relax and stop thinking and worrying about it. Which I know is completely rubbish as biologically it doesn't work that way and that makes me frustrated with him.

Argh I've had enough and just want to be pregnant.

Anyone else in the same boat that wants to chat?

Aw sorry to hear you feel this way. I can totally sympathise! When it's all you really want it does get very frustrating and you feel so disheartened every month! I too am In the same boat, been trying since March with an early miscarriage in July and nothing since either. Everything has been timed 100% each month so I know I'm not missing ovulation as I'm tracking! Hope you get your bfp soon x

Thank you. It's always nice to hear that I'm not the only one. Even though realistically I know I'm not.

I think I make it worse for myself as I'm a stay at home mum and with COVID going on and winter on the way. There really isn't much for me to do than to wallow in self pity 😂.

I feel like I'm focusing so much on the next baby that I can't really enjoy my toddler the way I should which is so stupid and I need to snap myself out of it.

Yes!!! I'm 36 and ttc number 2. Our son is now 4.

It just isn't happening for us this time. We caught really quickly with no1. We are on cycle number 7.

I had a rant on the over 35+ thread about this as I was so frustrated. Its good to share your feelings as this business is such a lonely experience.