Hi everyone. Well AF showed up two days late. The bitch waited til I was on the toilet waiting for a test to develop! Feel quite devastated even though a had a BFN yesturday, I was just holding onto that glimmer of hope that you aren’t out til AF arrives.
Anyway. I’m on to cycle 5. Feeling quite low and wondering if anyone wants to wait out this cycle together. It’s just constant waiting that is getting to me. Waiting for fertile week, then waiting for ovulation day, then the dreaded two week wait and everyday seems to last an eternity. Partner is staying positive and (rightly) says these things takes time, but I don’t think he understands as he isn’t the one trying to track BBT, checking cervical position and mucus quality, testing OPKs, restricting what I eat and drink just incase that BFP sticks, trying not to symptom spot at every little twinge. It’s literally taken over my life, and I’m a classic overthinker so thing like this send me into overdrive.
Anyway rant over. Hopefully will feel more positive tomorrow x