Hi everyone, I’m new (waves awkwardly). So here’s the thing. I’m 40. We’ve been ttc for two years. I’ve had two early miscarriages at almost 9 weeks both times, and they nearly broke me. I’m longing for a family. I can’t even put it into words how much I need this to happen.
For the last 9 days I’ve been feeling odd. I woke in the morning so dizzy I had to hang on to the bed, which, I’m not going to lie, scared me half to death. That passed, but I’ve been feeling fleetingly sick on and off, and a bit car sicky. I’ve also been unusually stabby, ravenous, tearful, thirsty, and OMG my boobs. But the thing is I don’t know if it’s all in my head. I’m hyper aware of any sensations in my body thanks to severe allergies and occasional anaphylaxis, so I’m really aware I often overthink things and ‘make’ myself feel them, if you know what I mean? I know I’m still too early to test, and worried that I’ll be heartbroken at another negative. Can anyone give me any tips on not going completely insane while I’m waiting to test? And also...surely it’s too early for me to be feeling all of these things? Help!