CSG (Thread 3)

[candycrush2298]

Continuation of 5 previous threads

@Elakiya I'll go get one today 🙏🏻

@candycrush2298 I agree with you that weight alone isn't the issue and it really frustrates me that there are woman so much bigger then me who get pregnant so easily and have babies no issue and then I have people telling me "just lose weight". Having said that, after this HCG test and my final consultation with the private gynae I am going to have to go back to the NHS and to be taken seriously I need to get there with the weight :(

I didn't make it through 16:8 yesterday. Going to try again today :(

@snapple21 that's a line!!!!! I've inverted the pic for you and you can clearly see it!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Oh yes @ReginaaPhalange can see it there for sure

@snapple21 thanks lets go with post ovulation then

Your Asda one is clearly there. And the clearblue looks like its darker but again scared of those ones lol.

I cannot wait for you to update us with the FRER or even superdrugs own brand early detection they are said to be very good. Hoping this is it eeeeep so excited for you xx

@Elakiya I know I am overweight still and they do they say you have to lose weight and tada you will magically get pregnant.
I have to shift a stone before we get to the fertility clinic otherwise the NHS won't help me either. So for the NHS perspective to get help yeah you definitely would need to lose weight but know that your weight does not determine your worth of being a parent!!!!

@snapple21 I can see it!! Im not going to say anything else as ive learnt from the last mistake but please let us know if you get a FRER

@candycrush2298 Im sure they are nothing dont worry, they didnt seem too concerned about mine.

So i called my GP and he said that the transvaginal scan i had could see my tubes and the reports back were no abnormalities!! He said they wont do any further testing until hubby has had his NHS semen analysis, i will call them when im home and see if they are accepting patients yet. What a ballache this is trying to get pregnant!!

@Kaybobx ugh so sorry that the GP didn't give you what you wanted to hear. But I have learnt the hard way thats how the NHS rolls there is a step by step process of elimination and they don't seem to deviate lol. Nothing can be done until hubby has had his semen analysis everything rests on that ugh.

This is just a freaken nightmare. I wish you could just BD and bam you're pregnant.

What do you want to do about Clomid now? Wait for the HSG or go off the transvag US?

Ugh thinking of you hun, getting told not now is never an answer I like to hear hahaha I like to be proactive but when doctors block you it makes it near impossible. Are you OK? I ask because it it were me I would be feeling pretty defeated and deflated.

I’m done. Actually at the fully giving up stage as I’m not strong enough to keep going through this.

Every month my body makes me think it’s worked. We’re on fucking holiday and I’m crying on a beach as I’m spotting again. I can’t keep doing this.

I’m becoming so jealous and so bitter. I’d do fucking anything for a child and I just can’t get there. I don’t even qualify for ivf either.

This is brutal. I wish you all the best of luck in your journeys. I’ll check in when I can to see how you’re getting on.

@NamechangeTTC I am so sorry you're spotting and I am so sorry you're feeling so down. I know how difficult it is, trust me I know. I have reached breaking point a million times.

You can do it, it takes healthy couples up to 1 year of ttc to actually get pregnant. Once you have reached one year of trying then you can decide if this is for you or not.

May I ask why you don't qualify for ivf? If its personal and you don't want to share then ignore me.

Thinking of you today hun I know how tough it is xx

@NamechangeTTC massive hugs darling. Sometimes it's good to have a long cry to get all these emotions out.

I'm laid here in bed watching one born every minute. I'm actually crying cause I want one so bad. I'm still not nearing my peak yet :(

Too fucking fat.

@candycrush2298 Thank you but yes I'm ok :-) Im considering booking the £320 test through work and buying the clomid. If that doesn't work then give up completely. I know the risks and really really appreciate everyones concerns but we literally take risks everyday, even getting in our car so if it makes me poorly then I only have myself to blame.. but on the other hand the girls on the forums all rave about it working.

@NamechangeTTC its exactly how im feeling right now too! Every month im tricked into thinking its worked. Its mentally draining!

@ReginaaPhalange awww sorry you're so down as well 😔

@NamechangeTTC you need to be have a bmi over 30 before the NHS won't help you. You certainly don't look obese.

@Kaybobx sounds like you have a plan so will you do the HSG first then use the clomid? I truly hope this works for you. Please let us know if you are able to get an appointment for hubbys SA when you get to call them?

On another completely off topic question, is your hubby also going mental over ordering the PS5? My hubby has been in the curry's online queue forever to preorder one lol.
@ReginaaPhalange is your hubby going to be ordering the Xbox next week?

@candycrush2298 yep, he's got the reminders set on his phone and Alexa 🙄🙄

@ReginaaPhalange whahahah these boys omg

Thanks @candycrush2298 but I weigh heavy. Skeletal after the wedding I was still overweight. I’ll share it to the fb.

Bloods have come back as 'acceptable' 🤷🏻‍♀️ so putting all this down to ear infection

@Kaybobx really feel like the GP has fobbed you off there! Deffo book the private HSG.

Here's my first response test ladies, I'm 10 po today.

Another pic for good luck. What do we think? Too faint?

@snapple21 that's a BFP!!!!!!!! Congratulations!! Xxx

Defs looks like a BFP to me @snapple21. Was it even FMU? And 10dpo you wouldn't expect anything other than a really faint line, at best you can only have implanted a couple of days ago so your hormones have only double possibly once! Please tell me it was the lucky soy after all 😂😂

It was my first morning urine I saved it. It looks a bit better after 5 mins.

Right I'll stop posting pics now and pray it's not a chemical.

@snapple21 WHOOOOOO!!! Our first positive from Soy :D. So happy for you. Congratulations!!!!

@snapple21 congratulations!!!! Finally we have a soy baby!!!!!