CSG (Thread 3)

[candycrush2298]

Continuation of 5 previous threads

@Kaybobx I understand the marriage part. I feel like I have changed as well and I don't think its good. The maca has helped my moods to a point but having a complete melt down every time AF arrived and crying so much into my husbands arms is just making him feel so shit and I'm negatively impacting his self confidence.

Let us know what your GP says tomorrow if you get to chat to them. Hopefully it will only take a couple of weeks.

@candycrush2298 I'm literally taking it out on him for not being as upset as me, he would be happy just the 3 of us but I'm literally obsessed for another now.

Thanks and sorry for the rant everyone its just hit me hard today. You get it in your head that this could actually be the month.. then its not. AF defo on the way with my emotions like this 😂 of course will keep you posted what the GP says.

@Kaybobx awww don't be sorry TTC takes a toll on all of us and its completely normal to have a melt down.

I was so hopeful that the soy would have worked for you. And when you think this could be hit its a massive blow when you realise its not so its OK not to be OK.

We are here for you whenever you need to rant!!

@candycrush2298 ❤❤❤ you girls are the best. Thank you

Urgent help. @Kaybobx when you got the Evap like on the clear blue test what did it look like??????? I've caved and done a test

@snapple21 oh no haha. I didn't save any of the photos i don't think, will have a look. Can you post a pic? Do you have any strip tests?

@snapple21 found it. This was mine.

@Kaybobx Hugs I am sorry you're feeling quite upset and can completely relate with how it's affecting your marriage. My advice to you would be to not track at all, just BD every other day from CD10 to CD23 and then wait, no tests nothing that way you feel less like you're actually ttc-ing and obviously go and see the gp and push for an appointment to see a specialist etc. But that could just be going on on the side whilst you live life.

This is basically what I am trying to do and honestly, I think its the best thing for my mental health. I want a child and it breaks my heart that everyone I know is having babies and it won't happen for me but there is not much I can do apart from try to be healthy and do as doctors advise :(.

@snapple21 OMG please post your test!

Clear blue early detection at the top. Asda own test at the bottom. Did a digital and it's negative. The line on the top one came up within a minute. Is it a nasty evap ???

@snapple21 What dpo are you?

@snapple21 ahhh its so hard to say with those blue dyes. Can you see anything on the other? Its a bad angle for me to zoom on this pic.

@elakiya thank you, i literally feel the same and you're probably right. Im going to take a month out and not track anything too. Im going to speak to hubby about it tonight too as i hide too much from him. I think he needs to know how im feeling and what's going on.

I am 9po today. Is this a better picture?

@Kaybobx 🤗🤗🤗🤗 I think speaking to hubby is a fab idea it will bring you closer if he knows how you're feeling!!! He is your man he will have your back!!

@Elakiya awwww you're breaking my heart saying you don't think you will have kids😭 i truly hope that's not the case. I like your idea of not tracking. I doubt it will ease my obsession in the tww but it certainly has helped for the first half of my cycle think I am going to do this until the end of the year.

@snapple21 I 100% see a line on the CB but can't see anything on Asdas on brand do you have a better angle of that one as I trust the pink dyes more. Omg soooo excited for you what dpo are you again??? Have you been having symptoms??

There's nothing at all on the Asda's own and the clear blue digital was negative. I feel weird today but I feel like I'm coming down with something. I've never used this type of clear blue early detection - only the one with the cross which I hate!

@candycrush2298 I don't think I deserve kids. If I can't be healthy and look after myself which is the tiniest requirement then why do I deserve kids. I started 16:8 again... it's day 2 today so not easy but this time I am on a mission and I am not stopping until I get what I want. :D

@snapple21 hmmmm I would say when another test can pick it up then believe it until then dont get too excited. I mean I am super hopeful this is it for you but scared to get excited as blue dyes are evil!! Maybe in a few days other tests will pick it up???
What dpo are you?
It looks a bit dark to be an evap but also think surely another test would pick it up. Is the Asda one also 10miu?

The digital would be too early for anything so discarding that one for now lol.

@Elakiya oh no honey!!! Thats not it, I understand why you're feeling that way but the type of person you are and the determination you display far outweighs your eating habits. Every single human being has flaws we can't be perfect. But you as a person and the kindness you display to others makes you more deserving!!! You are worthy of becoming a parent hun, dont think otherwise!!

Well done on reaching day 2 of 16:8 you got this!!

I've tried to google the asda sensitivity and I can't find it, nor can I find how sensitive this one is. I also hate blue dyes but it was the only early response I could find. Bleh. Don't wanna get my hopes up. I'm 9 days post ov. Wasn't even gonna test I'm an idiot.

@snapple21 you're not an idiot you're just like the rest of us hopeful to see a line and impatient to wait!! Doesnt make you an idiot.

Maybe they not very sensitive. Can you order some FRERs to arrive tomorrow or does your local superdrug stock them? Or any 10miu early response test. Think home bargains have some early ones. Not sure about poundland?

@Elakiya awe don't say that its not true. I've put on a stone and half since lockdown, im actually heaver than when i was full term pregnant! Doesn't mean i don't deserve my daughter or another child.
Weight is such a hard thing to manage and i work in a gym!! Sending you ❤

@snapple21 do you have any more tests to try tomorrow? Those blue dyes suck ass! They shouldn't be allowed to be sold. Praying its a positive though 🙏

Praying for a good result @snapple21 maybe this is our soy baby.

@Elakiya I fully understand how you feel. I feel like it’s a punishment for my weight deep down. I just can’t fix it just now.

@Boc86 glad you have your appointment.

I’m waiting for spotting to start. Some cramps, have walked miles and miles today. Hubby having a beer and I’ve had to go for a nap I’m that exhausted. 12dpo.

@Elakiya fully agree with @Kaybobx weight is such a difficult thing to manage and during lock down it was so easy to grab snacks and eat what you wanted as its all so readily available. Mental health also causes compulsion eating. So no you are not any less deserving because of your eating habits / weight!!

@snapple21 you know we are all hanging on every test now hahaah because you're a soy subject hahaah!!

I'm sure the Asda ones are like 20 or something @snapple21

Nap fail. Just woke up.

Waiting for spotting to start. Fucking hate the 2ww

@snapple21 found this thread on Asda tests people are saying the £1 Asda tests are even better so that might be good news then

www.netmums.com/coffeehouse/becoming-mum-ttc-64/am-i-pregnant-874/1453859-asda-pregnancy-tests.html