Hi I am sorry I just need somewhere to rant. My other half is desperate for a baby and to be honest I would love a baby !
We are trying to conceive I have a daughter 7 from previous relationship, this would be his first. He is so excited that
- I feel pressure, what if it doesn’t happen !
- My daughter was complicated from the 20 week scan and shouldn’t have survived birth, or was horrible and not a nice time at all, same goes for her birth. She also has gone on to have significant health problems which are life threatening.
I would love a baby I know I would, I am just petrified of something going wrong.
So after deciding we would try and I was happy - I am in my 2ww freaking out lol what if I am ? What if it goes wrong. What if I am a terrible mother.
Anyone else have a wobble ! 😂🙈