Feeling really low

[MrsMacG10]

Hi All, I've had a major dip in my mood tonight. Due my period today although its not arrive I have bad cramps so likely to arrive tomorrow. We have been ttc conceive so prob one of the reasons I feel rubbish! I also had far too much to drink on sat after bfn! I had a fab night with my hubby however tonight I feel so lonely and down. I also think I saw my abusive ex on Friday at a shop, luckily he didn't see me but I think I got a fright as I have not seen him for many many years now.
I think I just need someone to chat to but don't know where to turn. I've had such a difficult year and as most of us are struggling with covid and not being able to see my family xxx

Wish i could give you a massive hug, i hear you hun
Have some more date nights with hubby and enjoy the next lot of DTD's,

2020 officially sucks and especially hard when you are TTC, my AF feels like she will arrive any min too so i raise a big glass of wine to you and we can hope for all the September baby dust

Have you got any plans or doing anything in September? :)

Thanks so much, i have no idea where its come from just had a massive wave of sadness tonight. Hubby is snoring so loudly I've brought myself through to the sofa to sleep! Just had a good cry!! Miss my family so so so much as they have been sheilding and only seen them once in the last 6 months when I used to see them every week. Its tough but I am grateful they are safe. Covid sucks, as does not being able to support close ones through cancer as does not being pregnant as does not being able to talk about it 😕 we havent been trying for that long but I've always been paranoid as I'm in my mid 30s. We have a few things planned for September thanks - I just always feel so guilty for doing things when I cant see family. Just having a really down day I think, lack of sleep being hungover and pms is a bad combo!! Appreciate your reply so much btw so thanks xx

@MrsMacG10
That's ok love, I think it really healthy to let yourself be sad... i think sometimes there is too much pressure to be positive, but to get there organically you need to go through the waves.
My hubby can be a snorer too, and a bed hogger so I don't blame you for wanting some peaceful shut eye after the day you have had!

I really sympathise with missing your family, my family are high risk also. I have a holiday planned for September with hubby but our mental health is in definite need of one, we would love to see our familys but I think if the tables were turned I would want them to be able and go out if they can and not worry about me.
By the looks of things its getting better though, and the more we shield and look after ourselves the sooner we can all see loved ones again
Hope you can relax with some trash tv, maybe a sneaky snack and chill out and look after yourself
I know how it feels to pour your heart out and feel invisible, sometimes just someone clarifying they hear you makes it all seem sane :) xx

Thank you. Managed to get an ok sleep and feel a bit better today. AF has well and truly floored me this month.
Gonna have a chilled week and just be kind to myself.
I've worked right through lock down bar a few days here and there holidays so think everythings just getting to me a wee bit. Gonna chill, watch trash TV and get another early night and ill be good to go! Hope you've had good Monday xxx