I hate myself for saying but I'm starting to have bad feelings for my husband.
He was always the one that was desperate for children so it isn't that but he's not , and never has had a great sex drive so I'm basically having to nag for sex.
He won't change his diet, he's overweight (I love him as is just his weight might be an issue )and smokes a lot which can't be helping his sperm and doesn't exercise.
I just feel alone in this, we stopped trying mid March until end of May but we had been previously trying since last July.
No hint of anything, I'm just starting to panic that his sperm is dodgy ,I know it could be my fault as well but I'm trying everything I can folic acid, exercise, eating better.
I'm sure I can feel AF coming and I just feel like giving up.