New thread for the crazy gang - Part 5!

[Mumofboys17]

Not sure if anyone else has made one yet, hoping we haven’t got lost!! So made a new thread just in case 😊

@Beau20
@LV1987
@Danni2019
@Missgoldilocks
@WaitingOnThePositive
@Boo2020

Our BFP’s
@Sunflower2019
@Katie1109
@Fredthespider
@Quiffy

If I’ve missed anyone please add in!
Lucky thread number 5.... hopefully 🤞🏻🤞🏻

@BFP2020 due af on Sunday and just not feeling any hope at all. Definitely a really dark peak on your OPK I have also never had it that dark hopefully a really good sign. Didn't really have to convince my OH that much actually he just said he would do it. Unfortunately we live more than 30 minutes away from the clinic. They said if you live less than 30 minutes away you can drop off a sample from home so I do feel a bit sorry for him and hopefully he can do it.

@Mumofboys17 I feel exactly the same my DS has his cousins visit they had so much fun together I just feel bad that he is on his own. Luckily his nursery have now opened again so at least he has other children to play with there. X

@Mumofboys17 I had a lap and dye done they suspected ENDO but found nothing wrong and my tubes were clear but he did say sometimes the flushing the tubes gets rid of any mucus! I normally have fairly good peaks normally about 180 but that has been the best yet!
My DD is constantly talking about when The stork is going to bring me a baby! She can't understand why the stork brought my sister three babies and I still only got one 🙈🙈

Well no surprise a BFN for me so drinking tonight it is! Actually don't feel that bothered about it this month. Had my appointment yesterday and felt really great talking things through. The GP is quite convinced it will be my thyroid and going to do some more blood tests next week but doing more than they offer on the NHS and looking closely at all my TSH levels. I need to do some research to understand what they all mean and my FSH levels for me to see where I'm at and what they should be at for optimal fertility. She was quite surprised I'm on such a low dose of my medication. I feel better that someone is going to look at it closely for me and let me know what all the levels mean as the NHS gp just didn't give me much information. Also if all blood tests are fine I can go for a ultrasound to check ovaries etc which I would like to do to make sure all is ok. I feel after a c-section and a D&C something could easily be wrong there to. I definitely feel more positive after my appointment which is worth the money in itself.

@Danni2019 I hope you're already birthday shit faced 😘

@LV1987 I was very drunk last night and now regretting it today feeling very hungover the worst I have had in a long time 🤦‍♀️

@Danni2020 bless you, hope you can take it easy today!!! ❤️ that appt sounds very positive too so at least that's something x

I'm around 8-10dpo today, no positive symptoms, just my standard pre-AF craving for chocolate 🙁 going to be another failure this month I reckon. But it's mine and DH's anniversary today and as much as a BFP would have been amazing gift for him I cba with feeling down and sorry for myself.

@Missgoldilocks @LV1987 how are you both doing? X

@Danni2019 glad someone is listening to you and ready to do what it takes to help you x

@Mumofboys17 I'm good just chilling right now not checking my days or anything atm. Sorry you think af is around the corner, I hope it's not but I know the feeling. How are you? I xx

@Missgoldilocks I'm alright just wish I could have a little positivity now, gets harder and harder to keep believing 'it will happen eventually' when 'eventually' never comes around 🙁 hate feeling so up against it, it's so unfair!! I ordered some FRER's at the weekend I don't know why I bother! 😂😂 DS was chatting away to me yesterday (as most 2 year olds do) and telling me how he can't wait for his baby brother to come and for mummy to grow a baby in her tummy - I haven't once told him this, by the way!! Wtf!! 😳 broke my bloody heart!
I'm CD33 today, normally I average at 32 days but O day was a bit late this month again so kind of expected it. If AF doesn't show tomorrow then it'll be here by the end of the week, me thinks 😒 where are you at in your cycle now? Xx

@Mumofboys17 oh bless him ❤️ he will have one the storks running late 🙄 hehe
I know exactly how you feel, my OH is so calm about it and says it'll happen when it's time but even he now is saying he wants a child before he's 33 lol which will be next year July, so if we don't fall soon that won't happen before his birthday bless him.
It's hard to stay positive when it's all you want and it's not happening, but I don't have any sage advise on that because I'm in the same boat 😢⛴️ just think...up to one more year and we should be pregnant? 🤰 We've gotten through a year, we can do this xx

Starting to feel more alive this evening so not used to drinking as I don't tend to be a big drinker these days just an odd glass of wine here and there. I now remember why I don't like to have a big drinking night!

@Missgoldilocks and @Mumofboys17 I'm in the same boat with you too. Feel like this has gone on forever! It will be 2 years for me in October when I remember having the conversation with my OH about trying for another baby! I wish I had never bothered going back on contraception after my son was born. So I don't really have any great advice either. I feel a little better going for my blood test tomorrow as at least this time someone will sit down with me with the results and tell me what's what. Then my OH has his sperm analysis is a couple of weeks. Knowing things are happening at the moment is keeping me going as there will either be answers or there won't. Either way at least I'll know all is fine or there is something wrong. We can all get though this though. My doctor told me about her brother who had 3 failed IVF attempts with his wife and then conceived naturally a year later. It does happen and good things come to those who wait ❤️ what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and we must be very strong women by now!!!

@Missgoldilocks @Danni2020 I honestly would have given up this time around by now if it wasn't for this group ❤️ you all just keep me going!! Xxx
I've heard so many stories and also know people that the IVF thing has happened to, too! Years and years failed trying, get an appointment for IVF then fall naturally! It's madness isn't it.
Still no AF yet and between 10-12dpo today. My LP is nearly always 12 days long so if I ovulated on the days I think I did then AF will be right around the corner. Keep poking my boobs hoping they'll feel sore, what's wrong with me 😂😂

@Danni2020 I feel the same as you knowing that I'm trying something different next cycle is getting me through this cycle.

@Mumofboys17 Fingers crossed you will be our first BFP this month

Girls I'm shaking... I'm fucking shaking..... please tell me you can see this... 😭😭😭 I'm so terrified this is a false positive or an evap , came up straight away.. oh my god..

Slightly better pic? It's definitely pink but would like a stronger line!!!

@Mumofboys17 OMG that is definitely a BFP congratulations the waiting definitely pays off. So excited for you!!!!!! ❤️

@Mumofboys17 OMG congratulations x so so happy for you x Wishing you happy and healthy pregnancy x
I only popped in to see how you lovely ladies are doing x glad to see some very positive news x
Fingers crossed for the rest of you x

@Mumofboys17 curious to find out if you have felt any definitely this month any different symptoms? Honestly just so happy for you xx

@Mumofboys17 sorry meant to say have you felt differently x

@Mumofboys17 congratulations 😊 that certainly looks like a BFP.
I'm still here floating in the background and it certainly helps being on cycle 10 of TTC to see some good news x

Thank you, everyone xx I'm still worried I'm getting ahead of myself, I don't want to get excited yet, I don't think I'll believe it or announce it to DH until I take a digital and see those words... you're the only ones I've told!!! 😂

@Katie1109 lovely to see you pop on again too, I hope you're ok xx

I don't feel much different really. Last week I was REALLY tired, I think I've been a bit more hungry lately too. What made me test was that I had a headache for 3 days and I remember @Sunflower2019 mentioning it before her BFP and couldn't shake the curiosity!

I haven't noticed much change in cm either. Today it's really light, white and lotiony/creamy? I've had some very little cramps today around my side too. Boobs don't really hurt feel a little sensitive if I press them but not bad at all.
I've got 3 more FRER's and a CB digital to use so may try and wait til tomorrow evening at earliest to test again, I'm so so scared it'll be negative! X

@Mumofboys17 OH MY GOD!!!! YESSSS CONGRATULATIONS!!! omg I could actually cry for you I'm so frickin happy 🎊🎊🎉🎉❤️❤️🤩🤩🤩🤩 That's so bloody amazing!!!! Hahaha I can't stop smiling!! If I could see you in real life I'd give you a MASSIVE hug!! Wishing you the BEST Happy and healthy 9 months my dear!!!! Xxxxxxx

@Missgoldilocks ffs you're gonna make ME cry!! 😂😂😭😭 bloody love you, and this group!! ❤️ xxxxx
I mean.. do you think it's actually real?! I can't get my head around it AT ALL. I feel like I've steeled myself for it not to be true.. I REALLY want to tell DH but I don't want to get our hopes up 🙈 do you think my digital would work today? I know they're not as sensitive so would be GUTTED if I do it tonight and it's negative 😫
I'm at my mums today and keeping it to myself is killing me 😂 feel like I've got a dodgey tummy now too, she's making spag bol for dinner and the smell is really making me feel 🤢 but it's probably because my nerves are so shot 😂😂 xxx

@Mumofboys17 hope you made it through dinner. I took a CB digital last time I was pregnant at about 13DPO and a very clear pregnant on it so in the morning you could get a positive on it x

Couldn't wait could I... now I'm stressing 😭 vvvvvfl on FRER and BFN on CB tonight 😭 please don't tell me this is just a shitty chemical, whyyy did I do it, I'm feeling so gutted now and I don't know anything either way!!🙁 (top test was earlier today)
Someone give me a shake and a slap, think I need it 😫🔫

@Mumofboys17 the CB digital isn't as sensitive as a frer and better in the morning for testing earlier so please don't worry. Also it with the frer it can also depend on how much time you waited with going for a pee etc. It is definitely still positive on the bottom too. I would do another frer first thing in the morning and I bet there will be another strong pink line again. Wait and do another digital in a couple of days so you don't get stressed out that it isn't positive yet. It's so hard not to wait and get excited. Hope your doing ok x