Back on the TTC bus !

[Donnat89]

So here I am , TTC month 11. AF has turned up today exactly as planned so I'm here again planning for the next cycle hoping this month is my month .

Vitamins and supplements ordered , new cheapy tests ordered and FRER ordered . Anything I can do to get rid of the empty disappointment I have got so use to feeling .

I tell myself I'm ok and I knew it was coming but every month I hold on to that little bit of hope until AF shows ... you know just in case ?

Not really sure what the point of this thread is , I suppose somewhere to vent ?

TTC can be such a lonely and isolating time especially when it feels like it's never going to happen .

Must say these threads have been a life safer they do make you feel a little less alone

So here I am CD 1 hoping it's my turn for a BFP this cycle . Who's with me ?

Xxxx

Hi Donna,
Sorry to hear that af showed.
It's soooo disheartening isn't it.
A massive rollercoaster of emotion. And it sounds awful but I saw people on here saying they are cycle 2 and fed up. I'm like 😖
I've been TTC since June 2018 with a mmc February 2019 at 6+3.
Af is coming any time today or tomorrow. Got all my normal symptoms and had a bfn 11dpo (I'm 13dpo today) sore boobs and night sweats and can just feel it now so want it to come so I can move on to the next cycle. I don't even count anymore.
I'm considering getting OvuSense this cycle and also trying soya Isoflavones too.

Do you temp too? X

@MrsLBear it is disheartening, and I'm sorry to hear about you MC I also had one last March at 14 weeks was horrible . Been TTC ever since . It took us a year to conceive the one we lost so I knew it wouldn't happen quickly .

I am fortunate enough to have 2 children from a previous relationship. But doesn't mean it is any easier .

I am going to try some opti women supplements this month as they contain dong quai root extract which is meant to be good for fertility and they also contain all the other good stuff too .

I am going to start tracking temp this month I have tried before but then kept forgetting so gonna really try to remember this cycle .

I feel like we do everything we are meant to but just doesn't seem to be happening. Suppose it is just a matter of time .

I hate the wait for AF especially when you know it's coming you just sort of want it to come so you can move on from the cycle .

As much as I was disappointed AF showed today it wasn't a surprise had all my usual cramping and back ache and a BFN at 11 DPO so I knew my chances where slim .

I'm glad I can start planning for next cycle now though . And luckily my periods are never more than 5 days xxxx