So i was talking folic acid first month of trying wanted to do everything right. Had a positive on an ovulation stick dtd then a few hours later the stick was negative the following day I got a hospital letter saying my prolactin levels were high which can make conception difficult we were due to go on holiday I genuinely thought I didn't ovulate and not much chance I'd conceive another child first month with those blood results husband said you're not pregnant and you conceived on honeymoon last time and all was ok so I had alcohol for four days. I woke up on the 5th day of our holiday 6 days after we dtd and realised how silly it was to believe I couldn't be pregnant and I feel horrific. I feel guilty and I wanted to be pregnant so much I've been crying. I had a funny twinge 6 days post ovulation and since then have a funny feeling I might be and I feel like a terrible mum. I really know I shouldn't have had a drop of alcohol if I was ttc but I genuinely felt so upset about my blood results I thought it would never happen certainly not first month. I can test in 3 days I want to be happy if it's positive but at present I feel like I've messed up massively and am making myself feel awful that I'll have done some long term harm. I don't know what I'm looking for really maybe someone to say they conceived on a holiday and all was ok or should I just hope it's negative this month I just feel a bit lost.