Anyone else feel similar?
We are TTC cycle #7 which I know isn't a long time for a lot of people but I'm currently feeling so "down". I wouldn't go as far as depressed, but just sad/apathetic/tired in general.
I never realised TTC would cause such mental torment or stress on one's emotional well-being. Or marriage for that matter.
It's absolutely heart-wrenching watching my friend announce pregnancies, sending me scan pictures, daily updates etc. Don't get me wrong, I am so delighted for them but my heart physically hurts and they don't even know.
We have been married 2 years and have finished building a house and everyone is sitting on the bench waiting on an announcement from us which isn't going to happen.
I have been tracking my BBT and my temps are up and down like a yo-yo all month, causing concern over a possible thyroid problem? Maybe I'm not ovulating at all?
I have had a few friends ask me if I'm ok lately because apparently I'm not myself. I know I'm not. And I lie and say I'm fine. I can't bring myself to tell friends or family we have been trying as I don't want false hope, or sympathy.
I work out 4/5 days a week and I honestly think if I didn't do that I would be going completely insane.
AIBU? Do I need to chill out and stop being so dramatic? Anyone else TTC feel completely deflated and hopeless ATM?
I can honestly say I have never felt as lonely in my entire life.