Does anyone else "grieve" over something they never had :(

[Lottie3093]

Hey all.
So im assuming im 11 dpo (ive only had 1 cycle since coming off contraception so im not sure my length of cycle yet but lets assume im a 28 dayer)
Ive got a few early pregnancy symptoms and ive done 3 tests this week (2 of which have been FRER) all of which were BFN. Im due AF in 3 days (assuming im 28 days) and I cant stop crying over something I never had.
Ive convinced myself im pregnant and have been looking at all sorts of baby stuff online. It will be 10 years this month that I conceived and had a miscarriage 10 weeks later so I know this is contributing to my emotions as I never really got over it.

Does anyone else get so upset over this when its nothing? Especially as my journey ttc is only just starting?
I feel daft

I’m sorry for your loss of miscarriage. Have you considered to speaking to someone who I help you process the loss you experienced?

It’s a common thing when trying to conceive. My American friend had fertility issues after trying some treatments that had failed she decided to have a break and naturally got pregnant. But she would say that every month she would sob because it was another month not pregnant.

Please don’t feel daft!