I think I need help!!!!

[Ginge35]

I think I need to put in a white coat and locked up! I've just taken my 3 PT. used a first response this time and NOTHING!!!!! BFN again!
Why am I doing this to myself! I said I wouldn't test again until after I missed my period but no, like a dickhead I tried again!
I just don't understand. I'm 10DPO and I have waves of nausea and stomach cramps and have done for over a week. I have never felt like this before and every time I eat something I feel like I'm going to throw it back up!
This whole TTC things sucks!
I'm in the mind set that we will try for a few more months and then I'm going to give up! I'm 35 and my DH is 37. If a 2020 baby isn't on the cards then I'm taking it as a sign I'm not supposed to be a mommy! 😭😭😭😭
Anyone want to join the loony bin with me! 🤪🤪🤪🤪

Oh @Ginge35 I was just contemplating opening up my 4th FRER and I'm only 9dpo!!!😂 I feel you. Having a really low day today too as its the anniversary of my exs death and I just want those 3 mins of hope while the line doesn't develop.

This could’ve been me that wrote this !!
I’m 25, DH24 so a few years younger but I’m also 10dpo , nausea , massive tits and on and off dizziness and cramps , did a test yesterday and it was negative . It’s making me go insane !!! Big hugs to you my friend ! X

@Whyhaveidonethis & @itsemily
Ladies I feel like I could cry! Never wanted to children until recently and now we have started trying I literally feel like I'm being tortured!
Just been in my car and literally felt like was going to be sick! Maybe it's anxiety that's giving me the cramps and sickness!
All of this is totally shit! And there are jammy people out there that just go "oops! I'm pregnant!" The jealousy factor is off the chart! 😭😭😭

@Ginge35 I know how you feel, every thread I go on, people get bfps and I am happy for them but also kind of wish that they hadn't told me!! Which is really selfish, but this is month 17 ttc and I am so fed up.

Awwwwwww @Whyhaveidonethis that sucks, but I have to say I admire your perseverance! I'm giving it 6 months and then I'm just going to say it wasn't meant to be. No reflection on yourself but me and my DH don't want to put our entire lives on hold indefinitely until we become pregnant, so we both agreed if it's not meant to be after 6 months then so be it! We have a lovely life now but I'll be booking a big fat expensive holiday if we don't get pregnant!
I truly hope it happens for you soon! All that trying, you need a reward for your persistence! Sending baby dust your way! ❤️❤️❤️

@Ginge35 Sorry just read your posts and it's really sad but don't just give it 6 months it took me nearly 2 years for my first its so hard and draining but 6 months is still early as annoying as that is x

Thank you @peanutdust but my hubby doesn't want to be nearly 40 before we have our first. The older we get the more chance of birth defects or disabilities. We aren't prepared to try for years, as I haven't got the strength for that. The disappointment over and over again. If it's not meant to be after 6 months then so be it. We don't want to go down the route of test after test, or IVF, we are very much in the mind of frame of if Mother Nature wants us to be parents then it will happen!
I truly admire all you ladies that go all the way, over time and every method possible! True warriors for sure! ❤️ I'm just not cut out for all of that!

I just read out OP and a few lines from others agreeing. I could also have written that. Think DP is reassured its not just me losing the plot!!
I'm now d12po and got a bfn today. Think I'm so convinced, that my body is convinced too and has given me cramps, big sore boobs and nausea for the last week (nearly 2).

@SweetpeaOrMarigold I have given up for this month! No more tests, just going to wait for AF to turn up and then try again next month. I can't stand the BFN's all the time!
Plus I have no symptoms today just sore boobs which is what I usually get before AF arrives! Baby dust to you! Fingers crossed for next month! ❤️🤞