Currently 6 days away for AF. I am becoming desperate longing for another pregnancy. My eldest is nearly 10! I've had to miscarriages and I'm so desperate for a BFP result before Christmas, the thought of being able to share this with my little girl on xmas day is something I want to badly, she has been begging for a sibling for so long. I got the implant in after my miscarriage earlier this year as I just didn't think I could do it again from stress, lasted a whole 6 months had it taken out in September and now I am completely desperate, I really need some encouraging words or stories x