Hi - I don't know where else to turn and mumsnet was such a support to me last year when I was pregnant with a poorly baby. My son, Teddy, died in March at 5 and a half months old. He had hypoplastic left heart syndrome. He lived in the hospital for all but 3 days of his life. I am still devastated and heart broken at losing him.
My partner and I have recently started TTC again. Teddy was our first. I have been pregnant twice and I had a MMC 4 years ago.
Is anyone else on the horrific rollercoaster of TTC after the death of their child? I am anxious every month; both of a BFN and a BFP.
I am going to weekly counselling who is supportive and amazing but I wondered if there was anyone who had been through something similar, and had any insight into how to get through it.