Terrified at possibility of not having kids

[NakedAndAfraid]

Hi all,
I'm rather new here but I think this is the right crowd for me now 😉
In my younger days i tried a few illegal substances and was quite a fast lady for a time.
Things are totally different now!
Settled and happy HOWEVER was anyone else terrified their younger years affected fertility/ general workings of the bits inside?
I know this all sounds over cautious/ insane but I also have MS and I'm up in a heap about starting for babies.
I'm 31 and haven't done anything out of line since my diagnosis 5 years ago (in case I was tempting fate) but I feel like my slutty past and bad health is a recipe for disaster.
I don't know what I'm lookingnfor with this post, maybe just some reassurance or something.
I don't know how I would cope if I couldn't have kids.

Couldn't read and run, everyone has a past, I was a wild child so to speak and I have 4 beautiful children 3 concieved after my raving days!! I'd try not to worry too much about that, your body will have recovered during the 5 years you've given yourself 😊 xx