Sorry for the long story, we have been ttc for 7 years (properly)14 years no contraception. I got diagnosed with endometrial hyperplasia (pre cancer of the uterus) 3 years ago and a year ago had the all clear. Went for a follow up appointment today where I was told that I shouldn’t have come off my meds last year and I should have had another biopsy before now to confirm I was still clear of it. So she took a biopsy today and I was put back on the meds and said I have to stay on it until I am ready to have ivf (need to lose 2 stone). I have to stop ttc’ing now. She said that it’s to protect me from getting hyperplasia again and the chances of falling pregnant naturally is so slim that I don’t have anything to lose. I asked about chlomid and she said due to my age (38) they would advise we go straight to ivf as when I get to 40 I can only have 1 cycle even though we have to pay as my husband has a son. I’m absolutely devastated. I just can’t cope with these barriers. My heart is completely broken and I just don’t know what to do. I feel so lost. Is this because it isn’t meant to be for us? Each month we have been trying and again this is being taken away from us. I know losing weight will help get closer to ivf but I’ve really struggled since finding out about my infertility. I feel more motivated to lose weight since talking with the consultant today but still can’t feel positive about this happening. I need to be locked in a Health farm for the next few months or my jaw wired xx