My history: 2MMC followed by one DC. Then a year of secondary infertility (caused by my DH being on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) which left him with almost zero sperm count). Then when his sperm count was finally back to a normal-ish number, we got pregnant but I miscarried again. I'm now on Clexane, baby aspirin and prednisolone every month in case it helps prevent further miscarriages (although the cause is unknown).
Obviously I've already been through hell with 3 MCs and a year of infertility, but now I've got a further problem to deal with. My DH has struggled with erectile dysfunction for years and this is the main reason he went on TRT, which helped. He's had to come off the TRT to get his sperm count back up, but it means he really struggles to perform. This month I finally got my positive OPK and he's literally refused to DTD since. So I've now completely missed the fertile window for this month. It is so completely devastating and frustrating and I just feel so, so angry. He is particularly stressed with work at the moment and I do empathise but I just don't know what to do.
I just feel like I can't go on this way - getting excited every time I get a positive OPK, but then worrying that he won't want to DTD, or he'll try but fail. I can't handle seeing more chances slip away month by month. Please help - I'm honestly at the end of my tether and feel like I can't take it any more. x