I have one DC, who is 4 and often talks about wanting a baby. I have been TTC for 2 years and 2 months ago I had an early miscarriage. We are back ttc and got my period again yesterday (second time since mc).
Yesterday I felt like my world has collapsed: I feel guilty for not giving my DC a sibling, I feel bad about the age difference, I feel like such a failure.
In the meantime, all my friends have had second (and third) babies, my best friend just had another baby, my manager at work and another friend is also TTC number 2. My SIL too. I know it sounds mean but I am just so upset and it makes me feel even more like a failure.
Please what can I do to help me get over all this - the miscarriage, the negativity, the sadness. I feel like this is the biggest failure of my life right now.