I had my last chance

[hellenbackagen]

I had a pg when I was 44
Sadly she didn't make it into the world.

I genuinely thought I'd have another shot.

Now I'm 47'and I know I don't . I'm having trouble reconciling this. I was
Told today -that's it.

Very difficult. Rationally of course I knew at my age it wasn't happening but to hear it is very final.
I'm just sad. The longing was there and I genuinely thought I'd have another chance- why I've no idea as it was a miracle at 44 . Now I know that's it . (I knew this but hearing it was hard )

No words of wisdom but wanted to send out to you. I'm so sorry to read this

I’m so sorry. Is there anyone irl you can talk to about this? I think you should try to talk it through.

No - it was a ridiculous notion anyway. The relationship is less than ideal.

We decided to start trying late and I got caught within 2 months so I just felt I had another go in me , as time went on I knew I didn't but it's now been confirmed so I need to let it go .

Need to find the positives in being child free in middle age ! Lie ins , freedom, stuff !

Just a bit stark.

Just very sad for dp really who had no kids .

Seems he had his chances S didn't want it .
Decision to terminate was primarily his . He didn't want a disabled child.
He got his wish .