Hi to anyone reading,
Basically just posting as a way to vent and if anyone has had anything similar... My body is being an ass and I don’t know what’s going on anymore...
I have what I think are very very faint positives since Saturday morning. I am going to the doctors and hopefully they can get me a blood test so I can just find out either way. So if I’m not pregnant I can just, pick myself up, dust myself off wait this cycle out and prepare for the next. It’s the not knowing/hoping I am pregnant which is the worst.
What’s going on so far:
- Currently CD 40 (period have been very irregular since coming off pill in January with 26, 52, 51, 34 and now a 40 day cycle. I thought they were coming down but obviously not).
- I have had period pain like cramps for the last week, much more intense at the end of last week but have eased off now (thought AF was imminent but no)
- I have been a right grumpy cow and just plain angry at times (probably because I’m stressed, maybe PMT but I never get this irate)
- Strange bowel movements.. I’m not sure how one day you can be constipated and the complete opposite the next.. but it’s happening
- I have been getting lots of white, stretchy CM, maybe for the last 12 days or so. I guess this is a sign AF is imminent?
- My skin hasn’t broken out with a million spots as it usually does if I am about to get AF
- I OPKd religiously at the beginning of the cycle, thought I had caught it so stopped doing it everyday, more every few days out of curiosity. I have surged maybe 3 times this cycle, one of which about 9 days ago. But if I am pregnant, based of when we DTD I would be about 15 or 8 dpo.
I just don’t know. If I had to guess I would say this will it’s be a mega long cycle and I am hopefully symptom spotting as everything above can be AF related. But I really hope I’m wrong.
If you are still reading, thank you. X