I miscarried last month when I should have been 11 weeks but baby was 8+5.
It was awful and horrific as many as you sadly know yourselves so I shan’t harp on about it.
Through some miracle (or through purely not dealing with my loss appropriately) me and DH felt up to DTD alot since I stopped bleeding.
I’ve come on my period today, v heavy and v painfully at work. Im devastated. All over again. Why oh why did I even think I might have concieved this cycle? It took us 6 months of POS and tracking cycles and DTD every other day to fall last time. Why the hell did I let myself think for one minute, oh its ok, I’ll be like all those women you read about with rainbow babies the cycle immediately after mc. On what planet was that logical? On what planet was that going to happen to me? Of course I wouldnt get a BFP quickly. Hell, I might never get it again.
I knew it was unlikely. So why did I let myself hope or think that? Because now Im just sad, in pain, and feel stupid!!!
Anyone have any advice for how to keep going mentally and emotionally after MC and TTC? Anyone every mc with their first then fall pregnant quickly after?
Bfp wishes to all of you and sticky beans all round x