I cant stop thinking about having another baby. I have a beautiful dd 17mths and she is the hardest and most wonderful thing (sorry could not think of another word)I have ever experienced. I have really enjoyed being a mammy. I have had days wher I have moaned saying how hard my life is but thats normal. Most of the time I love every second.
Problem is we are not financially secure, but saying that we never have been and we had dd1 with no problems.
Also my sister is getting married next August, I am the hen night organiser and bridesmaid. She asked me to not be pregnant on the day.
My partner said he wants us three to spend more time together first.
I just cant beleive how time flies and keep thinking I dont want to waste time.
Everytime my period comes I feel sad.
I know I'm being selfish as its more for me. I just have this immense need. Seriously I think all day about it.